watashiwa...[forget it] is in TAIWAN NOW. ((: currently, im in gao xiong(i think, we've gone almost around the whole of taiwan. :X)

shall blog more when im back. but i doubt i'll remember much to blog so shall say some interesting things i've noticed first. ((:

1. the weather here is PERFECT. it's natural aircon. 20,21,22 degrees. :D [spore suddenly feels fricking hot even when im not there. lol]

2. there are no stray cats in taiwan, onli stray dogs.[and loads of them. only saw like 3cats.]

3. chinese/guo yu is used EVERYWHERE. [ppl speaking, sign boards, everything. so cheena suddenly]

4. there's no auto flush in toilets. but yet, everyone remembers to flush. so far, i've yet to see one not flushed. :O

and toilet papers are usually not in rolls but pieces, ur normal facial tissues.

5. night markets are...zzz. lol. [crowded with food stalls and some toy/clothe but nothing much realli..just to feel the atmosphere]

6. chou dou fu [stinky beancurd] is not actually THAT stinky, it just smells alittle of the toilet. but doesnt smell when u eat it. that's for me luh, there were some ppl who couldnt stand the smell at all.

7.taiwan drivers sit on the LEFT[fyi, spore's on the right.]

8. u are to keep to ur RIGHT on escalators[fyi, spore's keep to the left]

and alot more. dinner later at 6.30. hungry ready. :X food so far has been ok/good. the tour guide's not bad but sometimes it feels like im on some kinda cheena trip, where we're told abt health products and stuff etc. ...

OH OH. then there's the SS ROAD. it's basically those road, built on mountains/along it. it's very narrow and very curvy(hence ss) and each time u pass close to the side, it's like WOAH, im gonna fall off the cliff or the sharp rocks are gonna scrap thru the windows. scary as it is, EXCITING. XD sat along that road for damm long ystd. and the driver had to speed cause in taiwan, the sky darkens at 5.30pm instead of our 6+,7. so we gotta try and make it past the mountain roads b4 nightfall otherwise it'd be more dangerous.

but no worries, this driver is very experienced. his driving skills are excellent. (:

i think...i've sort of cleared my fear for cats(during chalet) and for dogs now. ok, fine, maybe not those DAMM HUGE ones but those small ones...i think im ok. the tour guide has 2 dogs on board the bus, they're her 'daughters' lol, so we play with them, touch, everything. and along the streets, stray dogs suddenly run past. :X

hahaha. okok, i ought to go now, get ready to go for dinner. talk to u ppl another time!

p.s. photos will be up on facebook when im back. i make it a pt to take at least over a hundred photos each day. so i think i'd have over a thousand photos to upload. :X

ja! (:



HAHAHHAHA. ok, i said i probably wouldn't blog any more till i come back. but, it's SEVENTEEN HOURS MORE [whenever i type seventeen, i think of 17/09-.-]

17hours more and i'd be woken up by mum, getting dressed and off to the airport. HEE.

oh, i wanted to say something. the last time i went overseas, to australia, thou i was onli P4, i remembered very clearly, how SHUAI the tour guide was. JEFFERY...wooooo. ok, nuts, and to think i was onli P4. this time, the guide's name is marcus. and....i wonder how he looks like. from emails and phone calls, obviously his english sucks and he is mainly chinese speaking. :X but ok, im fluent in chinese. HEE. ah, heck with the looks, he'd better be good. (:

here's my checklist of things to do in taiwan+hk:

1)enjoy
2) EAT EAT EAT
3) camwhore
4) look out for double S persona tee - xx
5) look out for D.G.M album - rs
6) look out for hocc stuff(posters) - dai
7) souvenir - pad, yt[yes, i remember-.-]

ok, i'll probably get more souvenir. but if u realli want one, i suggest u speak to me TODAY[im flying off tmr] if u dont read my blog, then that's ur loss. =P too bad if u dont get one. XDXD

ok, i sound so evil. mehheh[i duno why but i like saying that]

finished packing clothes yesterday left with the misc stuff. and i think my glove is very cute. LOL. =p

ja!



a few weeks ago, i kept thinking why im not excited.

now, 24hrs++ more to departure, im excited. and i know it. whenever im excited and nervous, i get stomach aches. oh noo.... but u cant blame me, i havent stepped out of singapore(yes, not even to malaysia) since i was PRIMARY FOUR. that's like 6years. o.o

mr chua says he'll touch down at changi when im gonna fly off, maybe we'll meet each other. oh the other hand, i'd rather nt...he see my entire family...o.o

oh and, dad's bringing his lappy so we can transfer photos taken from the day(im looking forward to photos galore and camwhores. (:) so if there's internet connection, i might go on msn or fb so catch u ard huh.

anyway, doubt i'll be blogging any much till after 6thdec. so wait for me ya? stay tuned! :))

mata sa rai shuu ne! (cya the week after next)
ja! ((:



heyho(the merry O-i felt like saying that)

couldn't sleep well last night. rolled around in bed thinking then nightmares. sigh. i've got stuff to say but i dun think i should say it here. a private blog? maybe not, maybe a private handwritten diary would be nice. oh btw, im gonna keep a journal during my trip. so i wont forget what i did. lol. im kinda absent minded these days. (:

anyway, i havent been online the entire day today up till now!

ok, fine. before u congratulate me on controlling myself, i was OUT the entire day hence. (:

where was i? with dad. at the movies. :O

it's been ages since i watched a movie with him and i think this is the first time we watched it alone. as in just father and daughter. i didnt know what to expect at first(im closer to mum) but it turned out fine(:

2012...here's my critic:

not bad. very good scenes and some parts realli make u feel like shouting-"WTH, GET OUT OF THERE!" was quite tense at some point(was sitting upright. lol). overall, it's a good movie with scenes that they probably spent loads of $$ and time on. other than the fact that when u think of it, isit real? sounds abit exaggerative. better not say too early.

the world comes to an end on 21/12/2012. that's the day after my BIRTHDAY(hints-everyone has a bday every year.=pp) all hail the sun, the earth, it's core and it's crust. lol. we should all escape to china/cape of good hope. ok, shall not spoil it for those who havent watched it. (:

and i still wanna watch GOKUSEN. dammit,why wouldnt anyone want to watch it!! im sure somebody is interested! must i go smsing/msn-ing everyone-.-(it makes me feel like, damm, nobody wants to go out with me. :()

anyway, we then went to times bookshop. torey hayden has a new release!!! :DD but $$...and i saw an entire bookshelf of biographys. it's not those "a biography of obama/lky" kind, it's of those kids who had a horrible childhood, abused and what nots. i like reading those books and the fact that they are real stories makes it ever so touching. fine, i admit, abit sadistic to like to read abt other's misery but if it's touching and lessons learnt, why not. think i'd make a trip down to the library tmr. i cant buy the entire bookshelf. lol.

and i realised the TIMES magazine has been piling up and i havent touched them. how come i realised it? cause today emitasia called me. XD

Emitasia: hello, may i speak to ms janice(or something like that, i couldnt realli hear)
me: yes...(thinking, who da hell?)
Emitasia: im calling from emitasia and-
me: OHHH. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

then after that what dai said, i have NO IDEA. i was busy LAUGHING. LOL. it was a short convo-yes, i subscribe to times, no i duno how many years, i'll call u back, byebye. XD

barnacle realli sounds diff over the phone. must have looked like an idiot at the mrt station, walking and laughing. lol. and i did say "im outside nw, can i call u back later?" maybe, maybe i should call back. XDXD

k, gtg now. (to read times mag. lol)

ja~

tag replies:
PADMA!: ooh...i dun wanna see it. :X hahahaha.
Joleen: HI KARCHENG. XD how's work?? i should drop by one day. tmr got work? maybe i go tmr. XD for fun, see how u attend to ME, YOUR CUSTOMER. XD



i understand. i think. this weird, smashy, scrunched up heart feeling again. this time, it feels like it's gonna explode. ur body heats up but goosepimples grow. u know something's wrong.

urg. i hate this feeling.

i shd just shut up no? :(



maybe i should stop this and think more for others. there are others who are strugging who are having it tough but i dun seem to realise. maybe it's time. to stop burdening others(i dun even know if it's considered a burden) but start sharing other's burden(but then again, is it too much to help, esp if it doesnt concern me?)

*shrugs* i wonder if u still read my blog. oh well.

today...i ate bread for breakfast. bleh. but there was hotdog and chilli so i guess, fine. and i absolutely hate it when i succumb to the sleep bug. cant believe i actually had a dream(i did slp for an hr i think-.-)

i must say, i didnt realli do much but it was definitely more than staying at home. thanks rs for the company(:

came hm, to an annoying news. well, it's news abt an annoying person. i mean, WTH, u're onli how old and u complain every single little thing and report every single thing. u make matters worse. like an insider, betraying ur own family, ruining it. and it's because it concerns someone of MY CONCERN, that im so angry. and also because u're someone, i think i shd take care of but didn't.

ah well, i duno if u still read my blog but u probably wouldnt know who im refering to anyway. just...stop being such a brat.

off to do GP.

glad to say, im left with 11.5 essay outlines(yes, i onli did half-.-), half of chem and a couple of blanks in the maths MCT paper. ok fine, that's like half the hw to be done. bleh, i want them done by friday aka, b4 sat so when i come back frm overseas, i can start revision. (:

ja~







i think i need the beach. just a quiet moment to clear thoughts, to calm down and perhaps to snap photos. a company would be good. anyone? sigh.



u know what?

i cant believe im doing math at this hour. if it were normal school day, it's absolutely normal for a JC student. but it's the hols. ((: and i solved it. im happie. i love maths. and what keeps me loving math is the feeling, the exhilarating feeling when u solve a question and even better if u realise the trick in it and not fall into it. however, since i stepped into JC, i havent had this feeling. the love for math was going down, dying out. but i think, i should believe, believe that i can do it, and make that feeling my goal. (:

and, i duno if u read my blog but...luqman, you're the best male friend i've ever met. (: as much as u used to irritate me sometimes in all 4years of TK, sitting nxt to u, i think, i'd never meet someone like u again. not to say u're perfect and all but...JC has led me to see the ugly faces of ppl, of boys. and by far, u're the onli one, i think who knows my feeling, who bothers to ask me how i feel. now, this is pure friendship feeling here(how are u getting along with ur gf? =p). thanks for asking. you may not know how much just that single question meant to me. but it made me feel that someone from the past cares. someone still remembers me. thanks. (:

u know what, it's ppl like him that makes me miss tk. i miss the feeling of having someone...u can confide to. well, not really everything but just..be able to talk to. all 4 years sitting nxt to each other. u can imagine the amount of stuff we shared.

[if u think i like him, u're wrong-.-]

i duno why i suddenly said all that. westlife songs brings back memories and feelings i guess.

every got that feeling when u talk to someone(it's a diff person nw) and ur heart churns and like twist abit or something, u feel like...weird. it's like what that song says: "knows just what to say so my whole day is ruined" but maybe not ruined just weird and all. hmm. i wonder why.

wonders if i shd go slp or cont with math. somehow i dun feel quite sleepy yet. oh right, i slpt 2hrs just nw. but being me, i can slp anytime anywhere. hmm...maybe it's becus of that weird feeling..

oyasumi nasai~



(: nobody tags anymore. i wonder if anyone still reads my blogs i think some do. so i'll just continue with it. thought of getting a new blog in tumblr and giving onli certain ppl my blog link but somehow u cant customize template there. so guess i shall stick with blogger. private blogs are not to my liking. (:

that day...i felt this sudden wave of terror. like im dam scared. scared of what? next year. i think. i was doing hols hw. then i realised-dammit, i duno how to do so many questions. how did i even sit for the Promos in the first place. no wonder i got that kinda results. then i looked back. it seems as thou i did understand what i studied but when it came to questions, i cant do it. argh. if this goes on, im so screwed. i feel like 1yr's not enuf for me to get prepared for As. esp since we gotta learn a whole new set of stuff. howz...:(

then the nxt moment, i realised, im going to taiwan nxt saturday! that's like a wk or so later only. and i haven pack. i duno whr to start from. and i got all excited.

then the nxt moment, i thought. that'd mean 9days of not being able to study. then i got down to doing hols hw.

up till nw, i've onli done bits and pieces here and there. and today, i only did like what, 2 maths questions...DAMN IT. i think i really need to go to the library. two days in a row i pack my bag and got ready then BOOM, heavy rain and thunderstorm, i cant go out. sigh, what's this, god's way of telling me, i can study at hm? or telling me, it's ok, cont to waste ur time. ARGH.

whatever it is, since i've gotta go hand in result slip b4 25th, i'll probably make at least 1 trip to the library b4 going overseas. i plan to finish all hol hw b4 leaving. is that gd? yes. (: anybody wanna accompany me?(:

there's chingay rehearsal tmr. SIGH. i hate dancing. ok fine, xcept mass dance that is. and...i duno, i just dun get that comfortable feeling with leo. some ppl there...ahh whatever. must remember:

Event+response=outcome

now the event is i've gotta go to chingay rehearsal. so the response can either be:
1)sian: outcome:dun enjoy
2)YES, im gonna learn something: outcome: maybe will enjoy

i opt for no.2 thou it's kinda tough. let's go yo. mayb will see the choir ppl in sch tmr. or actually, it's ok, better not to see me dancing salsa =.=

ja~